From a sound sleep, I woke up in the middle of the night, wide eyes, frantically sucking for air, my whole body contracting while on my stomach (specifically my back muscles spasming making me lift my head, arms & legs like I was doing a yoga pose, Superman style) “You have a mild case of depression.” Yep. From the lips of my OBGYN when I was 16 years old, “But it’s easily managed with a low dose of Prozac.” Prozac gave me night terrors. Thus began my journey of being heavily