***WARNING: VULNERABLE AF*** . Nobody ever really tells you how fkn hard being in a marriage is. . No one ever really talks about how there will be some days when you want to cheat on your husband. . No one prepared me for when I’d want to ask my husband for a divorce, bc I was convinced that our differences were unreconcilable. . People don’t fkn talk about how seemingly impossible marriage can feel. . Until you’re in the throes of hating life, you’re sure the relationship i